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Monday, June 06, 2005

Been very tired recently. Must have been the late nite.... and i mean REAL LATE... rather morning!!! Sleeping almost 6am weekend.... OMG.... Life.......If it like that?

Now its 2am.... Monday morning.... Hope can get my 2nd interview.... ASAP.. am sick of playing the waiting game. It was like a chattin and catching up session with the Engineer... Cos he was former from my company.. hahahhaha Not much questions asked. I wonder what he is thinking. I want that job. Its really what I am looking for... GOD HELP ME if u think this is meant for me! Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will carry on searching for new jobs. Can't pin all hopes on one.... Think this applies to everything in life. What if the one and only thing that you give all hopes to... lets u down........... It will be DOOMS day for anybody i guess. I want long break again. Long long break... hahahah ...... There is only 1 thing, 1 person that anybody can rest their heart with.. thats GOD! For HE is TODAY, tommorrow and forever!

Facing the unforeseen future alone might be scary at times. There are moments that one wish for someone to walk the path together. Its a gamble!!! Hahahahha ultimate gamble. For now, being alone is the best.

Sat has been a Sunset Bay day for me for the past 3 weeks. Babes watching and suntanning!!! Woot... this is something that can be get used to!!! The disappointing thing is that I cannot get anymore tanned! "White Chopped Chicken"... This session showed something extra! A band festival! OMG i miss being in a millitary band! THere were at least 10 bands marching or rather boggeying down sunset bay playing songs from Mickey Mouse to standard marching pieces... Cool man... All wearing Hawaii prints.... Sad to see my alma mater was not there..... sobs.

Its another week coming up....wondering what holds for me to attend to this week. Hopefully more job. I do not know how to fill up my forecast for the coming evaluation of job performance. Definitely have to get out of this company ASAP. If they were still stable, I might consider staying another 2 years.... to get my degree.. But I guessed I have wasted enough of my youth and times here. I should have left 2 years ago. So many things happened.... heart shattered, deeply hurt. Opps. Thou shall not indulge in that again.. .EVER!

*hums=> always look at the bright side of life.....whistle...........*

I am really beginning to wonder... am I cracking up or something.... getting more and more used to talking to myself. Hahahahahhahahah.... Funny....

Sign off for now dear bloggy!

|| 2:07 AM

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