Sunday, March 26, 2006
Service For Mankind...... II
Think i wrote one entry with this heading before. This was my feeling I had just moments ago. 1st time i club-hop til almost like 5am? hmmmm 4.30am to be precise. Was fun. Being asked to join in fren's collegue outing. Almost all were ang mos. They were a crazy bunch. Damn... the club was named ONE NIGHT STAND!! Ouch.... hahahah The live band was Solid! I wouldn't mind going back there again!!!! After a long while.... the whole gang decided to go MOS!!!
I though all ang mos like the main dance hall cos its their kind of music. House, trance, progessive........ to my amazement. They all went to the retro room instead. Ehhh.. jus one thing. . This retro room... spinning true retro.... as in the ORIGINAL COVER of the songs!!! It was quite OBIANG!!!! kaoz.... hate it man..... Though it was ok crowd...... The atmosphere slowly slipped into pathetic one..... particularly for me...... >_<
There were some moments, I had this gush of air being stuck in the throat. I thought somethings were either buried deep deep inside or have been really let go and been dealt with. God carried me through that rough period. Peace was with me. Then again, I am still human after all. Scene of Paris flashed through my mind.
Why am I still so stupid knowing that some things will evoke my 4th dimensional emotions and yet I wanna do it. Hahahahah maybe its still me. The old me. Enjoy being tortured! hahaha.... oh well.
God bless all. And of course you most of all. Pray that your life will be blessed and everything will be just fine and as good as it gets!! ^_^
I just had to speak out somewhere. And I guess this is my only mode of voicing out. Hahahahah....... Tears was the 1st song i wanted to link. Then again. This song came along..... I not know what is tears. Sitting there alone staring at the elaborate ceiling filled with studded glistering balls. Blank? Hurt? Sad? mmmmm I really wonder if I am really void of feelings. Given some time back, i think i my tear glands will play me out. Right now, its kind dry..... ok ok it did came into action for a bit. Hahahaha.........Only the promise kept me sitting there... The promise I had during secondary school. After long thought. I reckon. Its crap.
Zooming 160km/hr along CTE was great. Be it super4 or blackbird. Its great. U dont get chances everyday to do that. Heheheh unless you cross the causeway.... The sweet NorthSouth Highway.... Here??? Outta ya mind!!!! hahahahhaha
New job, new environment. Everything gotta go. I need to change....I think I want to change.... COMPLETELY....... to be void of feelings. The only thing that kept ruining my life. I think its fine. Just like this song.... Used to the wind!!! I am used to the wind... on my precious BlackBird!!!! Else fails ... there's always God.. and my dear bike........
到了世界尽头
开始习惯了风
捧着厚厚的寂寞
平静向前走
不当做那是折磨
到了世界尽头
开始学会快乐
不同方向的辽阔
是你最后的温柔
一直到现在我才懂
海阔天空在我心中
湿透了眼就不再迷惑
望着你给的黑夜
当泪划过才能对自己宽容
海阔天空我顶着风
当雾散开就真的自由
独自寻遍这地球
找新的出口谢谢你让我爱过
不同的方向的辽阔
是你最后温柔
一直到现在我才懂
就算舍不得也不能回头
|| 5:39 AM
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