Wednesday, August 16, 2006
New Job. New Life, New bike, New Love......
Well 2006 has been exciting up til now. Everything has been going smoothly until last week. One thing led to another..... Continuous trips, insufficient rest and water.... For someone like me, weak in contituent, falling sick seems like inevitable!!! WEAK ... Big size no use..... aiyah.... no choice.. I've seem to know myself too well but every now and then i will ignore the signs. Then... KABOOM... i drop for few days... be it high fever, til I faint or other "jialat" things. Most of my frens don believe that I am weak.... HAHAHAA They forgot 1 thing. The bigger they are, the harder they fall. This verse speaks for itself.
So many trips I wanna go, so many things i wanna do. Jus so many.
Studies..... this has been up my mind since...... God knows... What passed has passed. No point mentioning again. $$ is the most important thing now. God really answers prayers. Just recently, my Company HR came up with something that is so TEMPTING!
Study Loan -> 20K loan, pay back interest free...
Bond -> 20K loan + contract to work for company....
I think i will take the 1st option. Study and pay back asap! Rather then Bond... Cos bond is not happy with pay.. STILL LL stay there slog. So far, I guess I am happy with the Job. Not the pay. There is so much that I can offer. My pay is peanuts! Come on 7 yrs in work force and Annual Income not even qualify for Credit Card application.. How pathetic is that?
(then again, I got all my credit cards after my 1st yr of work------ BECOS OF ALL THE OTs....)
Peepz reading this...... be focus on career... When u don have career = NO $$ = NOthing....
Wan to bring parents out for decent dinner, wanna go for oversea trip ( and i don mean malaysia), wan to buy new furniture or even renovate this old house that has been my Habour for years..... ALL THESE ... I CANNOT give.. .Sad... sad....sad.... Most of my frens married, some even have 2 kids liao.... Imagine going for Primary sch gathering......one word..... Paiseh!!!!
Sec Sch gathering...... worst.....
Poly... eh.. so far.. been skipping... hahahahha
Ok..... dragging too far off topic...
Back to life! God has been great.... .Why? Giving me new lease of life. New Job, New love. Frankly speaking. I only thank God that the job and my new GF turns out fine. I have never so enthusiatic towards my job before. Ok.... beside selling phones part time for the last 5 - 6 yrs... that was kinda interest. Now also bent more on interest then jus a job to me!
GF. Maybe to others she just look like plain Jane or some would refer her as Flashy, "Attention Seeking".. wonder why....... -_-....
To me, she has the bod!!!! Cute eyes, height and the posture - i don like gals slouch (COS she do ballroom dance) "woof whisle" ........ in the 1st place, I didn't even think that she have the slightest interest in me.... Come on...... (a song suddenly drift into my mind) I'm not and Actor I'm not a star ...and I don even have my own car! .....
OK this sounds lame... but that was my level of self esteem .... since..... Donkey years ago!!! hahahaha
All thanks to one of my biker fren....... that brought us into each others life. So interesting!!!! My fren wanted to court her, I had a gal harbouring good feeling towards me that made her drive all the way from KL to meet me in Melaka. End up..... Oh well... rest is history. HAHAHAH.. Life.. so facinating.
Ok Ok straight to the point.....
lAST Last Weekend, after coming back from Port Dickson ( I shall update the trip in a while), I had overstrained my back.... so I do something i normally would do. Stretch my back and head.... Much like cracking the joints of my fingers. Monday night I went to jog, ignoring the strain. Tue Morning I feel something wrong and I went to See Doc right away ( wednesday Is National Day resting at home ALL DAY... how boring is tat.) Thur.... I Struggled to work because my Germany BIG BOSSES coming and I had no choice but to strain myself back... I feel pain in my back halfway waltzing through PIE. As i reach office, I tried to walk normally. Obviously I am sick! My collegues were like " Michael are you OK, U look so Pale!"
I can hardly contain my pain. Lunch time i went into my workshop and lay flat on the ground!...... I felt neusea. Took a mouthful of bread and puked.....
At last, knock off i went to visit a chinese physician.... (Right now i think i made a grave mistake) instead of making me feel better, downright twistedmy tendon and nerve making me went thru hell weekend .... Fri, Sat and Sun my fever crept in as the night falls. My Dear kept me company on Fri nite... I tell you, as the blood throbs, ur back tendon pulls from lower back to right up the skull. It felt like flames blurning! I nearly wanted to end my life!!!! Until Panadol extra come into picture!!!!
The medicine that the stupid doc gave didnt even help a bit! Muscle Relaxant my ARSE! Oh well my point here is tat... my DEAR...... Carin PANG!!!!! Thank you for staying beside me when I was walking thru the valley of death (OK thats a bit too exaggerated). After that night, I truely understand how a Girlfriend can care for the boyfriend. Something that I never in my 28 yrs of living in this pathetic earth did I experience this! What is love? THIS IS THE REAL THING. Nothing ever more real than this!!!! I was whining in pain the whole night, she jolts out of sleep as and when, tryin every means to reduce my pain...... Patting me and trying to massage my back in attempt to reduce the throbbing....
To her she felt nothing, or just something small and simple that any other Girlfriend would do. This small gesture meant a world to me!!!! I told her I appreciated it very much. Even though we are a couple but I still must say it. THANK YOU DEAR!....
Come next week I will be turning 29!!! OMG...... turning big 3 soon... I will strive my best in work and maybe studies in time to come! Thou shall not be looked down..... Thou shall be happy as I can be..... Thou will not repeat the path that I've taken in 2005!!! EVER! ......
As this post ends.... I dedicate this song to my Dear! Its a very old song... sung by a very talented Singaporean Artist in the 80s...... it was one of my very 1st CASSETTE that i bought when I was a very small boy!!! Hahahahha... Old School
Love 57
|| 10:02 PM
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