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Monday, January 10, 2005

What do all people feel when things are happening and you cannot do anything about it? Just like those people in Phuket seeing the waves coming and all they do is run.... in hope that they can escape the crushing arms of destruction? Recently, had similiar... well not exactly like them but in a way, not far from them either kinda feeling. Seeing and knowing what is happening. Trying to help by hinting, errr, actually telling straight so blankly. In vain. Nil. Rejecting a layup straight in ya face. Being rejected is one thing, being misunderstood is another. Warm friendly advises proves futile againsts chantings from the dark side. Well even vampires needs to be invited into the house in order to attack the people (taken from Lost boys and Fright Nite). I guess when people are into some situation, they tend to get so engross in it that they do not think straight. Especially if they are alone.

Being alone is really shitty. Braving all the difficulties alone. It is really pure courage and faith. Personally I think i can't make it, without God by my side. All I have to do is to let him handle everything. Reason being that I am too lost and clueless without him guiding me. Being lead a planned life during childhood, I kinda get used to things being laid in front of me without me thinking what is the next step. Until my O levels, I had to take the decision to choose whether to go A levels or Poly. Things started to get difficult and hard. Having friends are good. But there are times whereby we long for the Special one to stand beside us, sharing our laughs and woes. That, I think, is almost what we as human breathing on this Earth will have least once that the thought come across our mind. I myself have many occasions. Maybe it is due to peer pressure at times? even a fad? But ultimately we think that it'll be great to have someone hugging and kissing you in times of sorrow as well as joy. Whether choosing the right one is definitely the biggest catch of the whole ball game. For some people, it takes a life time. Some might even not. Some did not even had the chance at all. There are some that cannot accept the lesson of loosing a couple rounds. For most of us, it takes countless ( 2 < ) trials to get the right one eventually. for those who had a fairytale realised, god bless them. cos they were meant to be. there are many things leading to conclusion of situations. some people like facts related or understood through the 5 senses. some people claim they have 6 sense. until now, there is 1 thing that i believe most of us definitely will accept and that is seeing is believing. many a times, 3rd party accounts are shared and only taken as a mere story being told. telling themselves that this will definitely not happen to me!!!!

Erhhhh...... Reality check. THEY DO HAPPEN and before you know it. No pacific emergency warning system can tell you to go run up the hill to hide from Tsunami. It will jus slam right into your face. There is a couple of quote that I come across during different stages of my life.

=""> One man's meat, another man's poison

=> 3rd party sees a better picture ( pan guan zhe qing)

=>Be sure of what you are doing, if not you will find yourself slamming into a wall.

=>Never trust even your own friends when it comes to relationship.

==>Truth HURTs. Especially if you discover it yourself. Its worst then hearing it from a 3rd party. It hurts so much.

Lastly, God is with you wherever you are. If you choose to invite him into your life. Pray that he is Lord over your life and that he will help you in everything you do. Seek and you shall find. Confide in Him whenever you are not sure. Rather than confiding in Mortals. What you need is Pure childlike Faith. Simply speaking. Just Believe!!! thats all.

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