Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Recently there has been a song .... sweeping the whole of SG..... its was originally sang by a Chinese Male in China. Did not make it big. Now its like infestation. I heard it over the air during my mahjong session in punggol 4 times... within a lapse of 3 hours. OmG.... its getting on my nerves...... Mouse loves Corn literally translation (Lao Shu Ai Da Mi). Its sounds cute, bubbly and nice. Easy to pick up. The singer call xiang xiang ( in english means smell good) ... She is a SINGAPOREAN.... Apt to the album. Cute and bubbly. Now you are hearing the english version.....The only thing i find is the crap english. Wonder who did the translation. I definitely can do so much better than that .... though I maybe not be a degree holder of any sort!!!
The passed weeks has been fruitful... pertaining to my change of lifestyle. Just had a plant shutdown since last fri. Total of 5 days holiday for me.... What did I do? Hmmm... Fri had bike outing.... Sat Church dinner and joined my collegues at holland V for while before switching to Fong Seng Cheeze Prata!!! Ouch!!! Their mushroom cheeze is so GOOD!!! No? .... nothing else exciting after that.... Nearly forgot to mention this thing. My collegues used me as model.. Painted nails on my left hand ........ Dark silvery color.... OMG.... left it on just for fun anyway looks gothic! muahhahah
Sunday. Wedding dinner from my Pri sch classmates. I had the urge to "siam" this dinner. Most of them either married or already with kids. I feel so outta place.... Not that I'm embarressed bout not having GF or wife. Just that its like outta click with the group. All of them talking bout housing, cars, kids..... Me... still swinging and lost. I told them one thing. If I can't find the right one. Rather not to have anything at all... even if it means being single all the way until their kids go sch... hahahah ...... Well its the truth. How can I take care of other people when I can't even take care of myself properly? Is it being fair? I dont think so. Recent episodes have set me thinking about lotsa lotsa things. True everythings happens for a reason. And mine...... guess its for me to see lights bout life! Particularly in Singapore. People talk bout mostly 5Cs.. .i came up with 2 more.... 5Cs & 2 Ls...... What are the 2 Ls????? hmmmmmm
Looks and luck. Most of the people say if u got the a couple of the Cs.... most importantly Cash.. .rest of the other Cs will fall in place... I've seen some are having such routes taken, while some are not. My 2 other Ls ... well came from experiences...... there must be some of them out there who agrees with what i say. Particularly those from this category call LOSERS. hahahaha.....
Well Step out of it....hehehehe.. No point staying in that category..... Its whether you want to be like that for the rest of your miserable life as a Sillyporean? If pp can do it, so can u ......
The Difference between a SUCCESFUL person and another is not a lack of STRENGTH, not a lack of KNOWLEDGE but a lack of WILL..
This is really enlightening.... made me fired up bout lotsa stuff. SO many things, so little time. $$ cant buy everything, but i guess other than that, there's always a mastercard!!! opss.... shouldn't have said that.
During the dinner they saw my nails.. .they were like WTF u doing??? Ah guh? then i purposely imitate "gu niang" gestures... they were like.... *FAINTED*
After the dinner , I joined my bike frens at the Forum coffee bean. I did something crazy...... I went home to take a extra helmet and speakers for my ipod.... Cos the whole gang is going to the Dam. I volunteered to go home bring extra helmet... Jus to prove myself something.
I clocked myself 22mins from Orchard to home and back. They were all like..... Wa seh... your S4 majiam 1000cc bike or something ah? Once is enough.. .I beat a red light in Orchard. That was scary! Hitting 160km/hr in CTE ..... but on average only 120-140... but was a real challenge i gave myself that nite. Abeit the bit of red wine i took. It was great. A moment of rush hour.... hahaha.... The dam affair lasted til pass 3am... The night was very beautiful, thanks to the full moon .... the whole dam was beautiful and bright! Drifting images of the big bright moon casted on the waters..... OMG...
Then came Monday.... Sun tanning at Sentosa!!! Couple of the bike frens decided to "fly aeroplane" ended up only me and Beary went to Siloso beach to "bio mei mei". What a couple of losers...... He persuaded me get banana boat lotion with SPF 0!!!! can u believe it ???? 0 ... i trusted his word for getting a GOLDEN tan... now i end up with... pinkish color ... in fact bright... (cos i am super burnt) .. SHit man.... i can't believe i actually believed him.. cos my skin burnts easily.. I will definitely use SPF 35 this weekend round. THe beach was nice thought.. .So many nubile and succulent gals ..... OMG.... "nose bleeds at the thought of it" ... opss .. joking!!!
THen again.... beach affair is definitely a no no for 2 guys...... what a couple of losers!!!!!
Will have more juicy news updates soon....
THanks for hearing my out.. My bloggy!!!! Muacks
|| 10:51 AM
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Nice....... extract.......
WHAT DO WOMEN WANT?
When I was a young woman, all I wanted was a guy with big muscles. So I dated a muscular guy. He was as strong as Terminator, but he beat up any other guys who would stare at me. I was afraid he would hit me too. So I dumped him when he was in jail. I decided to date a romantic guy. He was so sweet:hesent me flowers every Friday to my office just to ask me out; one time he packed himself into a box as my birthday gift.But he was also romantic to other girls until I found out in a florist that he ordered 5 dozens roses each Friday. It was too late, he already dumped me. So I decided to date a stable guy. He was a "good" man and he had a Ph.D from MIT. But all he talked with me was M/M/1 Queuing theory. I had to dump him because when one day I said I was going to Australia, he said you don't need to go there to buy apples. There's a grocer across the street." After that I decided to date an interesting guy. He was so funny and he was like "George" in TV Steinfield. He made me laugh all time.But later,I couldn't laugh any more. He didn't have a job,nor did he plan to find one.All he did was playing Mahjong and "Cho Dai Di".The worst thing is that we got married.
WHAT DO GUYS WANT?
When I was in JC, all I wanted was a girl with big boobs. So I dated a girl with big boobs, but there was no passion. So I decided I needed a passionate girl. In University, I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional.Everything was an emergency,she cried all the time. So I decided I needed a girl with some stability and I found a very stable girl. But she was so boring, she never got excited about anything. So I decided I needed a girl with some excitement. There, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her.She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She was directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some ambition. After graduation,I found an ambitious girl and married her. She was so ambitious, she divorced me and took everything I owned.
So what do you want? Many times, people just go after what they want their ideal partner to be and they neglect other qualities the person has.
Chasing after what you want is never ending and may not come to a good end. So cherish what you have and appreciate what they are.
Accept them as they are.
Only then, you can learn and love each other better
|| 8:06 PM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
Got this somewhere... So so true....
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honoured that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.
How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always has been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
"If you want to be happy, be."
|| 11:03 AM
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with &I ask myself why I love someone whose love was never mine...?
There was a music box that was filled with dust and age. Certain parts of it were chipped and broken. Nonetheless it played a very sweet and beautiful music when opened. There was a young man, simple and mundane, who came along and fell in love instantly with it. It may not be a new box but it struck the chords of the man. As he came in contact more with the musical box, he found that it has so much hurt behind the torn and tattered appearance. It was as though the musical box was telling him its life story. Tears filled corner of his eye. He decided to dedicate his time to restore the music box to as mint condition as he can. Without much knowledge and skill, he made a promise to himself to do whatever he can. He thought that with his sheer determination and heart of pure love can accomplish anything.The shop owner seeing that the young man was showing so much interests offered a good price. The young man did not have enough money with him. He promised to be back with the money as soon as possible. Time passed quickly, the young man came back eagerly to buy the musical box that caught his eyes and heart. What greeted him was an empty space in the shelf that once house the box...... The shopkeeper told him that there was another young man who came in and bought it without second thought during his absence. Shocked, stunned, sad.......... time, life, chance.... all was against him. All he could hope for was that the new owner treasures the musical box more than he could...........
How many of you out there has encounter of such or similar events in life? ......... What you can do? Left standing helplessly when it happens because you absolutely cannot do anything about it? Wish that you were rich or having better conditions of living? Wish that time can turn back? Truth is ..... and its the fact about life. It is never fair. And when you think that everything is going smoothly for you, somehow or somewhat, your worst nitemare will hit you catching you offguard.
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对
待当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
你在我记忆旅行每步也惊心
跟你踏过许多足印舍不得转身
你赠我太多见闻拿不走的热吻
多努力放低偏不会忘记苦恋纪念品[change view to Unicode (UTF-8)]
|| 4:43 PM
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
The weather report says this heatwave will continue until end May. I wonder if we all living here in this small island of Sillypore can take it. More of outdoor activities for me i guess. Life seemed mundane and crappy for a while. Then again, its a spur for me do........ CHANGE! Yeh. Why not. More exercise and exercise... and most of all.... QUIT SMOKING!!!!!! Learn to love thyself before loving others. Kinda difficult i guess. But I'll try.
Hot sunny afternoon of Monday (May Day holiday), just thought of doing something I have missed for quite a long time. ROLLER BLADDING!!!! woot. Solo mission has always been .... quite a norm for me. Not that I have no friends but ... sometimes its just happens so I guess.. Listening to my phone with 5 songs. hahahah (latest addition = U needed Me). Whizzing thru the hot and somewhat breezy East Coast Park was quite relaxing. Memories of past seems to dance around me with my wheels beneath me spinning furiously. To and fro I forgot how long I covered...... I only remember my quest ended about 3 hours later. Time seemed endless. I must say more and more Sillyporean are really getting into the Trim and Fit regime. Hunks and babes thronged the Beach and track. Cannot deny there were quite a few head turners, I rather more indulge in my own world........dancing around with my memories... hahahhaha
After that... took a trip to Suntec ( that used to be my playground ^_^), walking around for while decided to move to Marina Square. I remember that it's still under renovationg. Upon reaching i was shocked! Totally ..... totally... where am I.. hahahahha. Strolled back to Suntec once again. I had an urge to get an IPOD mini..... really... browsing around Courts and Harvey Norman ..... prices all the same. OMG ...... Expensive....... Then again. I end up in Carrefour again. PIANO SESSION ONCE AGAIN!!!! hahahaha I really played the songs I've been listening recently. Got a couple of headturns... kekekke (Ooooohhh tat feels good). Seriously Considering.. hahahha Wonder if my sis agrees.. we share... kekekke Digital Piano.... ITS REALLY ........ relaxing... playing the songs you like ...... and ..... it flows just like water... be it piano or sax or ...... any instrument......
Think after a long day at the beach.. I should be shagged !!!! Wrong.. Even now as I am typing... i feel energetic!!!! 3am!!!!! SG TIME .... .i feel i can run another 2.4KM..... wonder why ... hahahha... I'm crazy!!! Think i should end this entry now. If not .. I might blabber crap agian. hahhaha.....
|| 2:36 AM
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