Saturday, June 18, 2005
17th June 2005... This date marks the end of an attachment era for some people.... a group of students to be precise. Though their stay in Delphi was only a brief 6 months...... the memories etched into my heart and mind is as deep as the century old tree...... Root that runs deep. For some peepz...... chancing upon people in their life might only be passing phases... come and go... just like everyday you boarding MRT or SBS BUSes. For some... they leave marks that will always let your heart twitch when u hear certain songs ... or go to certain places.....Kinda remind u of stuff....
I've been .... time and again..... trained and trained until the point the heart is quite..... HARD!!!
These few days... I just thought ....... rather feel... .i dono.....Don want to face the fact that 17th is coming..... And Fri itself...... which was a couple of hours earlier.... I dare not face it. I stayed at home... Did not turn up for work. I don wish to face another episode of goodbyes... I hate good byes..... So big a guy... so fragile a heart! Last Nov..... this Mar.... then Apr.... I've had quite enough of that.....
I wonder.... if I'll really open myself up again...... HAHAHAA biggest joke man .... My life is a big joke.... to date...... maybe can write my own memoir!!!! Ya rite.... as if! Duh....
I've read something about .... characterizing by Blood group couple of days back.. Much like those stuff of zodiac and stuff. But i find its very accurate...... at leats most of it is correct for me. For eg... take a long time to forget the past R/S ..... pessimisstic about future..... blah blah... shall update the actual table of classification on the next entry...(cos i left it in office).....
Right now ... I am in company of my sweet collegues and frens... One might thing i be fooling around... but.. actual fact all are my Jiemei.. Cos they don feel like I am a guy... or rather harmless around them.... I feeling more and more "GU NIANG" already... donno how.. the nail polish.... the poses....shopping.... oh whatever... Why not be a trans... hahahha I think i too fat and big size for one anyway.. hahahah Stick to being a sucker! Faithful to all sincere to all... then ganna makan all the way..... I think I am too soft... too aggreeable....too self giving.... Not wanting to hold back once i think that something is worth my concern or attention. Damn it.... I am weak.. I am fricking WEAK.. .God bless me!
Now this song is for those who treasured the past sweet memories just like me.... and not ( DO NOT...absolutely not to) over indulge in living in the past. Cos we only live once..... eyes are being grown in front for a reason.. and its to look ahead! hahahaha
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时光一逝永不回
往事只能回味
忆童年时竹马青梅
两小无猜日夜相随
春风又吹红了花蕊
你已经也添了新岁
你就要变心
像时光难倒回
我只有在梦里想依偎
|| 5:37 AM
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