Monday, July 18, 2005
落花有意，流水无情，百份心思，付出东水，无影无行，心该何赴Recently... been ups and downs....... Am I too crazy? or obsessed? or jus plain ........
笨？我不是笨，我是有福!!! Hahahaha.. Then again.... Affairs of the heart has never been easy on me. Hahahahha Fate? Destiny? Ouch! It hurts. Rather see a bit of glow at the end of the tunnel..... somehow.. hahahha. What kinda glow is it? Hmmmmmm........ Indication of Good? Bad? No one knows.
Butler : The butler is a senior servant in a large household. Usually the butler is the most senior staff member, although in the great houses of the past, the household was sometimes divided into departments with the butler in charge of the dining room (including the wine cellar) and pantry, and sometimes the entire parlour floor, and a housekeeper who was in charge of the whole house and its appearance.
Hmmmm This is term given to me recently. Am I suppose to be happy with that? Hahahahha.... Oh well....... that instance I felt ....... destiny is such. My life is such.... Hahahaha no need to question anymore. Its been fixed. Butler ...... to all.. just a personal servant. Or maybe can be referred as nanny to the Artist. Taking care of all their day to day needs.
Though it may appear to be as such. I am not GIVING up just yet.. hahahhahh ... maybe this is the main diff between then me ... and the now me! hahahha.
Self delusion and self pitying do not get you anywhere! YES ABSOLUTELY NIL. These little demons has tried to make friends with me previously. For a while I was misled. Now .... Freed! Freed! hahahahhaha those people who are still oblivious to it and still need professional help. Thats pretty sad! I pray for you out there! GOD BLESS YOU.
Had a makan outing Yesterday.... rather.. almost out everyday.. hahahahha.... Yesterday was quite funny cos I was being commented as a Daddy carrying all the milk powder and stuff. Hahahha. 1st time i carry a bag out walking in Orchard Road... since how long ago. Hahahaha. Walking alone was nice. Viewing all the under my Red Cyclops Glasses. Eh.. some people say its so obvious its me. Hahahhaha. I find its quite nice hidding under those shades cos unless those who knows me. Others jus a big head in red shades. Ok enough crapping bout me. From Orchard we moved to ECP for makan. Was quite a killer.. looking for tables..... Organiser had a good timing of 8pm on a sunday.. FAMILY DAY. Oh well still got a feast nonetheless. Whole table of HEATY FOOD. OMG. Quite a number of us is sick with sorethroat and coughs... Still...*shakesheads*
The fun part is ...... after long long arguing bout whats next... we ended up at the clubhouse for a "short stint" of MJ once again. I think it was the best game we had ... not bout the winning or losing part. It was the atmosphere. Gossiping and jokes...... of everything ... hahahha. I guess I am for the last 2nd leg.... hahahah stuck for so long.. hahahahha My laughter was........ uncontrollable.. I am truely sorry.. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAH.. ops
This kinda session is definitely what most of us are looking for I guess..... sorry for making student and interviewee for staying so late.. hahahah
我不能只是做你的朋友，不能只是做普通朋友，我要的不只是做你的普通朋友
|| 2:45 PM
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