Monday, August 01, 2005
Except for feeling of tiredness... other than that I'm quite fine actually.. Hahahhaha.... Life has been quite......... how should I put it...... GP style.... Skidded on a road that I've taken a couple of times... Only this time I was dreaming..... then went up slope.... Totally outta nothing. Have to fork out a repair cost! Wonder why am I so clumsy....
Being butler and BSBH (Bao Shua Bao Hai -- in hokkien) quite used to it already.... Oh well I've been doing that for years already... nothing new to me anyway.. Hahahahha I am a man of
三便方便 (convenient)
顺便 (on the way)
随便 (easy going/no preference)..... So many years I've been such a character. Be it towards all my friends....especially my loved ones (also to those gals that I like as well opss). Whether they take me for granted ... I have no complains....... Why
方便 ? I always
随传随到 ... irregardless of time and place..... even before the time i had my bike..... Maybe some of them know what I am saying bout...
顺便 in a way that I will make my way out for them when help or favour is needed and I always pretend to say its jus
顺便 its ok .. even though many a times risk of getting my job affected or even personal health or safety at risk.
随便 ...This is my character I guess. Anything also can.... easy going ... another word would be soft hearted. Too good .. to a point that I'm being trampled all over.. I still ok ... .smile...... kill me if u can that kinda attitude..... Many of my buddies say I'm stupid. Sometimes I really feel I am..... How can anyone tolerate your girl friend this or that.... or even those I am courting. Hahahhahaa tolerence has peak to scale...... mine is like the ocean...... Only to drain me out totally.
Recently so many things happened in the group..... Namely R/S problems ......... I don't wanna elaborate much...... Bottom line.. Know what you want and what you are doing..... Things alwasy happen for a reason..... Time is your friend to let you realise soon enough what it meant for such things to happen. Swallowing it or accepting the fact... You have not choice at all..... Why not take it happily? Live and let live...... The most difficult part is ........... the person is not accepting the truth! ....... Its not like you are being lead on nor misleaded in anyway! Simple direct blast in the face will do more good? Some find it cruel!
Talking about the part about misleading.... this is interesting........ Its so subtle...... full of pun! Sometimes when apply correctly... its white lies... hidding the truth to prevent other party from getting hurt........ wrongly...... TOTAL Armageddon. Lifes affected ...... complications...... This word has been with me for how many years already... hahahha Kinda numb towards its evergoing whispering around my ears...... Truth is that I have conquered it. Knowing the truth and walking through it is my challenge...... still is and I guess will always be...... Many might not be able to take it but.. .I took it, I am still taking it... and I WILL ALWAYS BE RESILIENT to it. I guess some people will aways falls for the oldest trick in the book.......hahahahahahah... seeing it happening all the time tickles my bones and grins with empathy! God bless you.....
Extracted from my fren..... its nice.. .it only the truth i guess.....
"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."
ps.... i believe love can conquer everything.........
|| 1:45 PM
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