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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

As time draws closer to Xmas, New year is jus one bend away. Time really flies. Just like riding at high speed when things just zoom pass you. Everything becomes blur. Conclusion bout this year. A year of training and lessons. Mind enriching, pocket diminishing! Such a short time, so many things happened. Some even repeat cases. Hahahha, damn it. Mistake made once being repeated. I'm really an idiot. Hahahahah.

When I was younger, I like to watch Back to the Future. In all 3 parts of the movie, Michael J Fox was being challenged time and again. Many things being foiled because of his "Bu gan Yuan" attitude. Just because people call him "chicken". Almost caused his life in Part III. He decided to withdraw in the nick of time. In which it changed his whole future. For the better that is. I am glad this year is like part 1 and 2 of the movie. Some how similar stuff happened. And the same kind of "after-feelings" lead me into making HUGH mistakes. In which I nearly give in to depression. If it wasn't for my buddies, I think I would have made a bigger mistake. So what if you have the biggest bike around, U have no happiness, no ease of mind?

I am confident that things will fall in nicely come 2006. I know because HE is with me. Thank you! Without You I think I am really lost and maybe even lost the will to survive or stand up again. Trust, thou give to thee, not mere mortals anymore. For secular mind is clouded by the fallen one, You are my saviour.

|| 4:21 PM

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Friday, December 02, 2005

命

他。。。。。是否真的迷失了方向？
他。。。。。是否暂时碰到了生命的瓶颈？
他。。。。。是否会败给命运？
他。。。。。是否会坚持到春天的来临？
他。。。。。是否这一刻就逆舟而翻？

生命如果没有困难，如何能突破自己的限制？
生命如果没有经历，如何能丰富生命的价值？
生命如果没有拼搏，如何能填满腰包的空虚？

常言道。。。。命里有时终徐有，命里无时莫强求。既来之着安置。船到桥头自然直
这是一个懦弱的心态。就算有机会，没有争取，终究等于零！！！

他虽然盼望着有一个她能与他同行，可是今非昔比。往事虽已放下，路要怎走，自己看。。。。。。。

原主永远同与我在，

在这一刻，我以无法在倔强的走下去了。

唯有以主的爱与力量，才能再度扶持我，让我能勇敢地面对所有的挑战。

阿门！

|| 1:45 AM

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