Sunday, March 26, 2006
Service For Mankind...... II
Think i wrote one entry with this heading before. This was my feeling I had just moments ago. 1st time i club-hop til almost like 5am? hmmmm 4.30am to be precise. Was fun. Being asked to join in fren's collegue outing. Almost all were ang mos. They were a crazy bunch. Damn... the club was named ONE NIGHT STAND!! Ouch.... hahahah The live band was Solid! I wouldn't mind going back there again!!!! After a long while.... the whole gang decided to go MOS!!!
I though all ang mos like the main dance hall cos its their kind of music. House, trance, progessive........ to my amazement. They all went to the retro room instead. Ehhh.. jus one thing. . This retro room... spinning true retro.... as in the ORIGINAL COVER of the songs!!! It was quite OBIANG!!!! kaoz.... hate it man..... Though it was ok crowd...... The atmosphere slowly slipped into pathetic one..... particularly for me...... >_<
There were some moments, I had this gush of air being stuck in the throat. I thought somethings were either buried deep deep inside or have been really let go and been dealt with. God carried me through that rough period. Peace was with me. Then again, I am still human after all. Scene of Paris flashed through my mind.
Why am I still so stupid knowing that some things will evoke my 4th dimensional emotions and yet I wanna do it. Hahahahah maybe its still me. The old me. Enjoy being tortured! hahaha.... oh well.
God bless all. And of course you most of all. Pray that your life will be blessed and everything will be just fine and as good as it gets!! ^_^
I just had to speak out somewhere. And I guess this is my only mode of voicing out. Hahahahah....... Tears was the 1st song i wanted to link. Then again. This song came along..... I not know what is tears. Sitting there alone staring at the elaborate ceiling filled with studded glistering balls. Blank? Hurt? Sad? mmmmm I really wonder if I am really void of feelings. Given some time back, i think i my tear glands will play me out. Right now, its kind dry..... ok ok it did came into action for a bit. Hahahaha.........Only the promise kept me sitting there... The promise I had during secondary school. After long thought. I reckon. Its crap.
Zooming 160km/hr along CTE was great. Be it super4 or blackbird. Its great. U dont get chances everyday to do that. Heheheh unless you cross the causeway.... The sweet NorthSouth Highway.... Here??? Outta ya mind!!!! hahahahhaha
New job, new environment. Everything gotta go. I need to change....I think I want to change.... COMPLETELY....... to be void of feelings. The only thing that kept ruining my life. I think its fine. Just like this song.... Used to the wind!!! I am used to the wind... on my precious BlackBird!!!! Else fails ... there's always God.. and my dear bike........
到了世界尽头
开始习惯了风
捧着厚厚的寂寞
平静向前走
不当做那是折磨
到了世界尽头
开始学会快乐
不同方向的辽阔
是你最后的温柔
一直到现在我才懂
海阔天空在我心中
湿透了眼就不再迷惑
望着你给的黑夜
当泪划过才能对自己宽容
海阔天空我顶着风
当雾散开就真的自由
独自寻遍这地球
找新的出口谢谢你让我爱过
不同的方向的辽阔
是你最后温柔
一直到现在我才懂
就算舍不得也不能回头
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
18 .... Mar .... 2006....
The day my niece is born...... Christian name Faith!!!! Chinese name 敏儿... so CUTE!!!!
On my way to hospital to visit her the next day.. i ganna summon.. jus received it not long ago.. $130 4pts... SO SO SO ANGRY... must go appeal...
off topic!!!
Back to her again.. She is so so so cute..... will post her picture here soon!!! hahaha
She was suppose to be the 2nd one..... oh well.. It was meant to be... God's precious gift!!!! Amen!!!
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Monday, March 13, 2006
New job....
Ahhhhhhh finally..... after 1 yr +++ of talking and no doing.... hehehhe
Its a whole new ball game... I like it! My previous experience definitely help...
Though no need a lot of hands on.. rather is dealing with people... But the physical aspect of it I am definitely Game for it!!! Bring it on!!!! hehehehhe
This marks a new era ... .a CAREER ... real career path!!!
2004 & 2005 let me went thru a series of rollercoaster. I thank all those who were part of it. If it wasn't for you peepz out there. I wouldn't be what I am now... I sincerely thank you.... Forgive me for those who I had offended or even made their life worst.
Right now... right now.. nothing is gonna stop me... from soaring to greater heights!!!
New workplace altought further.... its ok..... 20+ km .... to ... .fro another 20+...
Cant complain much... God gave me a chance.. have to grab it!!! heheheh
I miss my old collegues... like U & U .. .hahahah u know la hor... MUACKS!!! heheh
New job so much to learn.... and and yes.. must wear nice nice... cannot be like last time.... EVeryday shirt and pants.. feel bit Awkward.... then again.. something to get used to... propel me to keep slimmer .... hahahah and also.. need to cut hair but no $$ now.... jialat.. Hair in a mess!!!!!!!
Used to travel to and fro for 5.5km... right now... to and fro 50km.... OMG... thats the diff between AMK and Jurong EAST... hahahah oh well... no pain no gain......
Ops. And there is always... OLs.. for me to ogle at!!! most of my collegues already married with KIDS already. Cant believe it.. they maintain so good wor! anyway.. must concentrate on my work. No career !!! no $$ ... nothing will be real..... need to buck up... other things all self aside!!!!! hahahahahh
THANK GOD!
|| 7:56 PM
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Friday, March 10, 2006
What can i say... after recovering from depresison. I'm a changed man. Been riding my bird to trips and trips. And even the trips to Desaru wasn't enough. Make it 2 on the roll. One weekend after next.
1st is Pegerang Near Desaru......
This group consisted of only a handful of us. 1 special set is Angmo with his Korean Pillon. Its a short makan trip thru Causeway. Meet and go. Quite interesting trip.. cos 1st time. Visited the Ostrich Farm for 1st time. Really an eye opener.. Then to seafood lunch. Then Tanjong Balau beach where I 1st time see bike actually go all the way to the beach!!! Steady leh. Was quite touched that my fren came all da way from KL to meet me up for this short trip..... spend quite bomb on the travelling part. Felt quite bad bout it.
Da A-TEAM .........
The abang making our Prata!!! Its so much bigger in JB......... its like comparing personal pan witha Supreme size pizza... whoo hooooo...
Right after tat..... off we go... to Pegerang..... Passed by a road tat reads TG CHANGI! steady!!!
Then Johnny led us to the Ostrich farm. 1st time for me... had an orientation conducted by the boss. He is a Singaporean. Former Pilot!!! Cool right.....
So jialat of us. Making the organiser squat!!!! hahahah
Ok ... next ... we went makan Seafood!
We had prawns, fish and CRAB!!!! Quite heavy for a LUNCH!!!!
Next stop..... Tg Balau!!!! A beach off Desaru !!!! Nice.. 1st time. .whole bike jus ride up to the grassland... next to the beach.. THE WIND is absolutely.... SOLID>.... never ending.. feels like bike travelling at 100km/hr... Kept on blowing until i feel sleepy!!! Beh Tahan!!!
R&R time!!!!
Fancy having a model for the birdies!!!! hahahahha
Time passed quickly... We left the beach for jb town.... where we had our dinner at a quite ULU indian restaurant... .Guess again.. Opened by singaporean!!! hahah the boss was a former regular in Airforce. .... Aircraft Tech to be exact!!! coool!!! Johny has lotsa lobangs for this kinda thing!!!!
One for the shot!!!!!
After tat.... its home sweet home!!!!!
|| 11:54 PM
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